Since we're talking about it- fuck I need more scotch for this. I have none, I need a significantly larger amount than none for this- You know the deal about Barnes and my parents and me. That mess.
Steve? Knew. For years. Didn't say a word. Denied me the chance to process it like a reasonable human being instead of learning in the worst way possible and losing my shit on someone that didn't fucking deserve it after a long week of dragging that person through a lot of levels of hell he never needed to endure in the first place because when Steve Rogers decides a thing needs to be done, by god, that thing will be done in the way he thinks it ought to be done.
It's not a terrible quality as long as it's not pointed at you. Standing on the other side of it is a fucking migraine.
We've talked about it, hashed out the hows and the whys and compared scars and what I've come away with is- I don't know him near as well as I thought I did. I thought we were friends. Apparently he thought I hated him. For years. So. That's a thing.
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Since we're talking about it- fuck I need more scotch for this. I have none, I need a significantly larger amount than none for this- You know the deal about Barnes and my parents and me. That mess.
Steve? Knew. For years. Didn't say a word. Denied me the chance to process it like a reasonable human being instead of learning in the worst way possible and losing my shit on someone that didn't fucking deserve it after a long week of dragging that person through a lot of levels of hell he never needed to endure in the first place because when Steve Rogers decides a thing needs to be done, by god, that thing will be done in the way he thinks it ought to be done.
It's not a terrible quality as long as it's not pointed at you. Standing on the other side of it is a fucking migraine.
We've talked about it, hashed out the hows and the whys and compared scars and what I've come away with is- I don't know him near as well as I thought I did. I thought we were friends. Apparently he thought I hated him. For years. So. That's a thing.