Yes, that is actually it. I'm terrible at communicating. Plus he's terrible at listening.
It... Seifer's from my world, and he went through a lot. Honestly I think it would be good for him if he knew you better, but that isn't here or there. I told you about the Time Compression and non-existence and skimmed over a lot of the bad that led up to that. I'm from a bit more than a year after that. I've had time to adjust. He's... i don't know, a week or a month tops?
And I don't know how to talk to him. I like Rin and all, and I was no more close to her back home than I was to him. But Seifer and I grew up together. We were never close, but he's pretty much the only one who gets it. What it was like to be raised like we were. To not be wanted.
I don't know how to explain that to him. That I am not watching out for him because Squall would want it. Or not just because of that. Not anymore.
[Look, there's Nida nervously running his fingers through his hair again, and it's back to a mess.]
It also doesn't help that we didn't interact much in the past and bad shit happened. It feels like the only time we really communicate is when we're beating each other up.
Re: Private Video
It... Seifer's from my world, and he went through a lot. Honestly I think it would be good for him if he knew you better, but that isn't here or there. I told you about the Time Compression and non-existence and skimmed over a lot of the bad that led up to that. I'm from a bit more than a year after that. I've had time to adjust. He's... i don't know, a week or a month tops?
And I don't know how to talk to him. I like Rin and all, and I was no more close to her back home than I was to him. But Seifer and I grew up together. We were never close, but he's pretty much the only one who gets it. What it was like to be raised like we were. To not be wanted.
I don't know how to explain that to him. That I am not watching out for him because Squall would want it. Or not just because of that. Not anymore.
[Look, there's Nida nervously running his fingers through his hair again, and it's back to a mess.]
It also doesn't help that we didn't interact much in the past and bad shit happened. It feels like the only time we really communicate is when we're beating each other up.