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sixthiterationtexts2019-01-17 09:03 pm
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Entry tags:
- ac: altaïr ibn-la'ahad,
- ac: desmond miles,
- ac: lucy stillman,
- ac: malik al-sayf,
- dbh: connor,
- dc: jason todd,
- dc: sara lance,
- dragon age: marian hawke,
- dragon age: zevran arainai,
- expanse: josephus miller,
- ff: nida,
- marvel: foggy nelson,
- marvel: jessica jones,
- marvel: thor odinson,
- mass effect: reyes vidal,
- mfmm: phryne fisher,
- rvb: agt maine,
- rvb: agt washington,
- sanctuary: ashley magnus
un: eden — ota
Asking for a friend: say you were killed for the wrong reasons, what would you do? What would be your way of coping?
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Kill controller?
[ A question, since he doesn't know if it's possible without specifics. And he's not asking for those. ]
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private to infinity?
[ A dilemma, indeed. What does one do when revenge isn't an option?
It doesn't take long for him to come up with an answer: ]
Get stronger. Eliminate vulnerability. Prevent repeat.
and beyond
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He shakes it off. Breathes. Reminds himself that she said she's from 2012. That she may be from a different universe entirely. ]
Repeat of what?
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If what happened was to prevent a solar flare... ]
Friend died to save humanity?
[ From Maine, that's a lot of words. He's trying hard to clarify what happened. ]
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[ Cat is out of the bag. ]
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Friend died for humanity. An honor. Celebrate. Drink.
Your death's fucked. Punch friend. Alleviate anger. Then drink with him.
[ From Maine, that's a veritable speech. But he wants to check: ]
Answer question?
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Why?
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It’s complicated. There were feelings involved. Those feelings are still there. But I knew what I was doing and getting myself into, back home. This is where the whole he believes he was in the right and I believed I was in the right comes in.
I think he killed me for the wrong reasons.
He believes it was for the best? In the end. At first, he fought against it, because he was being controlled
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He's not sorry?
[ Because that? That changes everything. ]
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But what was controlling him, it showed him something. It made him believe I was the bad guy. I uh kind of was? I mean I was batting for the other team the entire time.
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Weird love life.
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I like the guy. I never said anything about loving him. I don't even know if it's possible.
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Weird sex life.
[ He has no issue correcting himself. ]
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More like good sex life. But I get it, it is weird, everything leading up to it.