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OTA Video | UN: FormerPilot | & Private Video @Seifer and @Rinoa
[The video starts on a young man that looks a bit tired, but if you know Nida you know that's probably status quo. At least he knows how to easily position his arm to get himself framed well now that the video's started. And, if you were one of those already lucky or maybe unlucky enough to know him, his nervousness is evident in how he runs his right hand through his hair, his main nervous tick.]
Hey, Nida here. Uh, so I've been trying to figure out how to approach this for a week or so now, since the 'party' thing that happened. And while I've been through this device and a lot of different filtering options, I can't seem to find one that will, sight unseen, just filter to young adults.
So to start, if you're over, let's go with around twenty-two, years of age, you can probably disregard this message. Sorry, this thing is entirely about being younger here and so not really looking for as much feedback from adults that adult-ier than that.
[He has the decency to cringe at that word choice. 'Adult-ier'. Yeah, he half expects grief from those 'adultier' people for even making this, but hey, he's had a number of people give him hard looks because they were judging what it was to be a young adult with his experience so, to quote his boss, 'Whatever'.]
So, for any of those younger folk who haven't just shut me off by this point because my entire thing has been lame so far, I've got a proposition. I mean, at the New Year's Eve thing I noticed there are a lot more of us that I'd really, I don't know, anticipated? Which isn't an issue of course. And I imagine that for people from backgrounds where socializing and school and frequent releases of new movies [a small pause because really the guy looks half puzzled at that idea] was really a thing, it can be lonely here. Especially without people your age to talk to.
Especially with how sometimes the adults here get very awkward over our life experiences because I know I've heard that expressed sometimes.
Anyway, what I've been thinking is that we're here, and maybe we should figure out what to do with that fact? I'm not saying we make a young people club. Just, you know, network. Not electronic network, more the whole 'make connections with other people' network. Maybe meet up sometimes, or at least know who other people our age are, know there are maybe couches to crash on when you need to get away from situations, or someone to listen when you've got to talk, or just to share backgrounds without the inherent 'those life experiences are too big for someone your age' worried looks the older people get.
So, well, to sum up. Because basically I seem to be rambling and I normally only manage that when I'm having discussions of things like magic.
We're young. They're not as young. Sometimes that makes tension. So let's make friends who are young? If that appeals just, chat up here for right now? We can maybe talk about having a meet up later this month if people want that. Like that knitting group or whatever but for hanging out.
[He knows Rin wouldn't mind using the house for that. Seifer he'll... maybe bribe to be cool with it? Worst comes to worst schoolhouse. Or see if Billy and Tommy could host?
Look at this guy, looking more awkward at the end than he ever did at the start. Clearly a strange mixture of the nervous high school, or college really, nerd and a really built jock. And he looks like this whole process was like pulling teeth. But he does manage something like a smile because he figures that's the best way to end this.]
I'm shutting up now. Okay.
[There's a very quiet, under the breath curse that can't easily be made out, but clearly Seifer or Rinoa would know it's him cursing Hyne.]
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[Clearly starts back up only seconds after the last one ended, and he looks even more awkward if that is possible. Of course it is because the video is still pointed in the direction of his head. But said head is currently face down, hidden by the fact of being pressed against their kitchen table. And his voice is only somewhat muffled as he speaks.]
I mean, all of this isn't a stupid idea, right? You can't tell me you two don't get the judgmental looks whenever we bring up anything about life back home. I guess it might not be as always bad on you, Rinoa, cause you had something vaguely resembling a non-mercenary life, I suppose. But I've heard Billy [the first time he's actually used the name of the guy he talks about sometimes at meals with them to fill quiet gaps] mention how someone called 'Captain America' would give him grief for heroing and stuff, and I know Kamala was reaching out to try and talk to people when her birthday was coming up about what it's like to be older.
It's clear there needs to be some way for young adults and late teens people to have the sort of... possible social interactions, right? Even Garden got that, and I know how we were raised was weird. Just feels so much like I'm casting doom on myself because I'm on the older end of the range I made up, and I spend a lot of time trying to get some of the 'adultier' [he groans because what a stupid word he used, fuck Seifer's not going to let that go] to not make me feel actively like I have to prove myself. Literally had to fight a guy. I'll explain that over dinner but...
Shiva's Tits, how do you delete stupid off the Internet guys?
Hey, Nida here. Uh, so I've been trying to figure out how to approach this for a week or so now, since the 'party' thing that happened. And while I've been through this device and a lot of different filtering options, I can't seem to find one that will, sight unseen, just filter to young adults.
So to start, if you're over, let's go with around twenty-two, years of age, you can probably disregard this message. Sorry, this thing is entirely about being younger here and so not really looking for as much feedback from adults that adult-ier than that.
[He has the decency to cringe at that word choice. 'Adult-ier'. Yeah, he half expects grief from those 'adultier' people for even making this, but hey, he's had a number of people give him hard looks because they were judging what it was to be a young adult with his experience so, to quote his boss, 'Whatever'.]
So, for any of those younger folk who haven't just shut me off by this point because my entire thing has been lame so far, I've got a proposition. I mean, at the New Year's Eve thing I noticed there are a lot more of us that I'd really, I don't know, anticipated? Which isn't an issue of course. And I imagine that for people from backgrounds where socializing and school and frequent releases of new movies [a small pause because really the guy looks half puzzled at that idea] was really a thing, it can be lonely here. Especially without people your age to talk to.
Especially with how sometimes the adults here get very awkward over our life experiences because I know I've heard that expressed sometimes.
Anyway, what I've been thinking is that we're here, and maybe we should figure out what to do with that fact? I'm not saying we make a young people club. Just, you know, network. Not electronic network, more the whole 'make connections with other people' network. Maybe meet up sometimes, or at least know who other people our age are, know there are maybe couches to crash on when you need to get away from situations, or someone to listen when you've got to talk, or just to share backgrounds without the inherent 'those life experiences are too big for someone your age' worried looks the older people get.
So, well, to sum up. Because basically I seem to be rambling and I normally only manage that when I'm having discussions of things like magic.
We're young. They're not as young. Sometimes that makes tension. So let's make friends who are young? If that appeals just, chat up here for right now? We can maybe talk about having a meet up later this month if people want that. Like that knitting group or whatever but for hanging out.
[He knows Rin wouldn't mind using the house for that. Seifer he'll... maybe bribe to be cool with it? Worst comes to worst schoolhouse. Or see if Billy and Tommy could host?
Look at this guy, looking more awkward at the end than he ever did at the start. Clearly a strange mixture of the nervous high school, or college really, nerd and a really built jock. And he looks like this whole process was like pulling teeth. But he does manage something like a smile because he figures that's the best way to end this.]
I'm shutting up now. Okay.
[There's a very quiet, under the breath curse that can't easily be made out, but clearly Seifer or Rinoa would know it's him cursing Hyne.]
Private Video to Seifer and Rinoa
[Clearly starts back up only seconds after the last one ended, and he looks even more awkward if that is possible. Of course it is because the video is still pointed in the direction of his head. But said head is currently face down, hidden by the fact of being pressed against their kitchen table. And his voice is only somewhat muffled as he speaks.]
I mean, all of this isn't a stupid idea, right? You can't tell me you two don't get the judgmental looks whenever we bring up anything about life back home. I guess it might not be as always bad on you, Rinoa, cause you had something vaguely resembling a non-mercenary life, I suppose. But I've heard Billy [the first time he's actually used the name of the guy he talks about sometimes at meals with them to fill quiet gaps] mention how someone called 'Captain America' would give him grief for heroing and stuff, and I know Kamala was reaching out to try and talk to people when her birthday was coming up about what it's like to be older.
It's clear there needs to be some way for young adults and late teens people to have the sort of... possible social interactions, right? Even Garden got that, and I know how we were raised was weird. Just feels so much like I'm casting doom on myself because I'm on the older end of the range I made up, and I spend a lot of time trying to get some of the 'adultier' [he groans because what a stupid word he used, fuck Seifer's not going to let that go] to not make me feel actively like I have to prove myself. Literally had to fight a guy. I'll explain that over dinner but...
Shiva's Tits, how do you delete stupid off the Internet guys?
audio ‘cause he’s lazy; un: SPEED
Audio - UN: Seriously That's Your UN?
[Is that a thunking sound in the background of an axe? Is Nida chopping wood right now? Does he have to be handling wood or in bed when talking to these twins?]
but I had heard some passing stuff about you guys saving worlds. Which you deserve credit for, and not grief.
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Yeah, that’s seriously my username! Why wouldn’t it be? Speed is my name and my game - well, back home it is, at least.
[he sighs loudly. being tommy without his powers is suffering.]
And I just don’t get why people get so hung up on thinking kids can’t do anything just ‘cause we’re young. Me an’ Billy started doing hero stuff when we were sixteen. Some kids get into it even younger than that! And it’s not like it’s all that weird, lots of kids do the hero thing and they’re great at it! And yeah, maybe sometimes bad things happen to us, too -
[he stops abruptly, overpowered by the memory of cassie’s death. that sucked a lot. he quickly pushes that thought and the resulting feelings about it away.]
We’re not dumb, [he continues, tone notably more somber.] We know what the risks are, what we’re getting into. But if we all quit fighting just ‘cause we’re young, the bad guys win.
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returned private, yay
Privatte, Thank Hyne
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Ain't that the truth. No one needs to see Tommy so feeling
he has a reputation to uphold!
They both do! So they will be private. They don't hold hands or have feelings
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And this is where I walk to the front door and look out, in case uttering the words has summoned Selphie.
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Nidaaaaaaaaa don't second guess yourself, this was very thoughtful and it's a great thing. Adults always mean well but have a kind of I know better than you attitude. [She shrugs.] Which I mean, in some ways maybe they do, but not in all ways. You are adorable and this is going to be so much fun! Don't worry, I'll help you organize in any way you want, okay?
[She disappears from view again and then shows up.] Did you say Billy? He's so great! And Kamala too.
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Rin, don't call me adorable. I'm twenty, I think I'm past that point.
[But he does lift his head at Billy's name. Did he say Billy? He looks shocked that he said Billy. He didn't mention any Billy.]
I tried to go to Kamala's birthday party. I don't know if you remember from my time around Angelo on the bridge but... Well, I'm very allergic to dogs. I didn't even get to go to her birthday party. I stood on their porch in the cold with a piece of cake to talk to her.
[Not mentioning Billy.]
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[She loves to tease him. She blinks when his head picks up, peering curiously at him. What was that surprised expression for?]
That was very sweet of you to go, if that's the case. Relax, Nida, everyone's going to be psyched about this. If I remember right, Billy said he was on a teenage team even, so it's something they're more used to.
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Heh heh heh, adultier. The hell kinda word is that Nomura? [Cue the shit-eating grin.]
Nah, I get you. I've been gettin' the funniest damn looks any time I talk about back home. Be nice for a chance to hang out with people who aren't gonna look at us like we're disadvantaged or some shit. Rin's right, that attitude's the kicker.
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Did I mention that the guy that made me my staff? I had to spar with the guy. To be good enough for him to accept that I could teach. He didn't say as much, but it was in his body language. And he tried to use a bo as a sword.
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That's a good idea Nida. I don't really know many people here. [She knows a few people but not as many as she should.] If you'd like to host a gathering, my house is available. I live here alone and I don't mind trying to get things together for a small party.
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[He frowns as he tilts his head to consider this.]
I would have to talk to my housemates to see if here would work, because maybe we could take Seifer into cooking but a backup in case he's ornery wouldn't be bad.
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It's always good to have a back up plan.
[She doesn't mind since she has no one she has to clear it with.]
Eva is pretty good at a party. I think she likes the attention.
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This is a great idea, Nida. Tommy and I don't have electricity or we'd host, but I'll help you put together anything you want to do. Also, you totally didn't sound lame. But your hair's still sticking up over there on the right.
[He points at his own head, which honestly isn't much better. His (small, dark) kingdom for some product.]
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Thanks for letting me know. And I definitely sound lame. I'm bad with people our age too. You do know you're allowed over whenever you want, right? I mean, I know you invited me over and I sorta haven't done it yet, but we've got electricity. Except, you know. Julia. The peakitten. So maybe a bad idea without the gloves. Unless I can corral her into Rin's bedroom.
[Don't mind him, he's just being nice and friend like. Because they are friends now. Friends hang out when they aren't teaching each other how to be warriors, right?]
And then my html fail haunted me forever
I hate it when that stuff happens.
The worst
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Okay so I think it's actually only me. :'( But, please don't leave me behind?? I want friends my own age too!!!
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I don't leave you behind, Kamala. Besides... I have a feeling that you're special, right?
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What's wrong, Desmond? Are you too old to be cool?
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