Sorry. Other bro is being a punk and has me a bit keyed up. I forgot. You’re the reasonable sibling here.
I am. And he does. We both do. Care that is. I just am not comfortable getting teased about it or having people assume I will abandon them for a sweet guy with a cute ass. What I have with him may not work out. That can end. But families are for a lifetime.
[hoo boy, if this was audio, nida would be hearing jason guffaw right now.]
im pretty sure youre the only person whos ever called me reasonable
[and jason’s experience with family is the opposite of nida’s claim, but for once, he doesn’t argue. he’s decided to take the advice he’s about to give his adopted brother.]
just try to enjoy what you have while you can
your friends should be happy for you not worried about themselves and if theyre not ill kick their asses
[It's almost twenty minutes before Nida responds, because Jason has no clue how heavy of a conversation his message led to between him and Seifer. But it's good now, and finally Nida gets back to him.]
Thanks, but I'm pretty good at kicking asses myself. And breaking jaws. And I'm just being silly. The person in question has definitely chilled out. He's a good pillow, see. No chance I'm going to abandon him.
I don’t have anything against the guy ... I just don’t know him. And I don’t see the point in random hookups. Maybe I’m old-fashioned, but I think if you’re gonna sleep with someone, it oughta be someone you care about - or, at the very least, someone you’ve had more than one conversation with.
[Boys how about you harass each other and not give Nida bruises? Geez, these two have to meet now.]
Yeah, you're definitely talking to the wrong person about this. Because, yes Seifer I am having this conversation maybe cover your ears because I am not moving it is only going to take a minute and maybe you'll learn something frankly I never saw the point in getting all that romance BS involved. Until Billy. But he was my friend first. My first friend actually>
I'm a mercenary, I could literally die on any contract. Getting tangled with someone when sex was right there never worked for me.
I know it’s different for everyone. Living that mercenary life, you’re gonna have different circumstances than the average Joe on the street, and if that’s what works for you, that’s totally fair. It just doesn’t work for me. And I dunno if I put too much stock in romance, but what you and Billy have - a friendship first - is more what I’m talking about. If I’m gonna be with someone, I’d want it to mean something more than just scratching an itch.
[jason pauses, takes in a deep breath, sighs it out.]
Doesn’t really matter anyway. None of that’s likely to ever happen for me.
[Is that wise? They're already not getting along.]
Are you serious right now? Fuck both of you seriously. Hyne. This is stupid. You're both stupid. Learn what, that neither of you know what you're doing? Wait, I already knew that.
[He's more snappish because he doesn't want to sit in on this. Also, wow, was Seifer not his friend? Now he's annoyed and insulted way to go Nida.
Hilariously Seifer agrees with them both. But like hell is he going to admit that right now with them both there. Although the other guy sounds really down on himself. Yeah, he knows that feeling.]
Sometimes it ain't worth wastin' your energy.
[That's his excuse. It's easier than admitting he knows it'd just be a huge failure like everything else.]
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im actually being sincere here
its pretty clear the kid cares a lot about you
that makes you really lucky
[tbh jason’s a little jealous.]
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I am. And he does. We both do. Care that is. I just am not comfortable getting teased about it or having people assume I will abandon them for a sweet guy with a cute ass. What I have with him may not work out. That can end. But families are for a lifetime.
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im pretty sure youre the only person whos ever called me reasonable
[and jason’s experience with family is the opposite of nida’s claim, but for once, he doesn’t argue. he’s decided to take the advice he’s about to give his adopted brother.]
just try to enjoy what you have while you can
your friends should be happy for you not worried about themselves and if theyre not ill kick their asses
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Thanks, but I'm pretty good at kicking asses myself. And breaking jaws. And I'm just being silly. The person in question has definitely chilled out. He's a good pillow, see. No chance I'm going to abandon him.
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I don't use slang.
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are you literally using him as a pillow
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Yes. I am literally using him as a pillow. Don't worry, you probably won't get that treatment because still afraid of Steph.
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[sure, jaybird. keep telling yourself that.]
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Granted I'm being a paper weight because he's a squirmy jerk.
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See? See how many fucks I give?
[Attached a picture of Nida yawning. That's how many fucks he gives.]
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if people hear youre giving those out theres gonna be a stampede
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people here are kinda aggressive on that subject
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i got propositioned by a guy id barely ever talked with
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audio; private from here on
Guy who goes by Bull. But I’m really not interested in getting set up.
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Ow!
[Clearly he's been elbowed or something.]
And Seifer is NOT okay with me talking about this. Maybe you shouldn't be either seeing as he's right here.
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[sorry, seifer. #dealwithit]
I don’t have anything against the guy ... I just don’t know him. And I don’t see the point in random hookups. Maybe I’m old-fashioned, but I think if you’re gonna sleep with someone, it oughta be someone you care about - or, at the very least, someone you’ve had more than one conversation with.
Audio from the peanut gallery.
[He was trying to nap damn it.]
OMG just cover your ears.
Yeah, you're definitely talking to the wrong person about this. Because, yes Seifer I am having this conversation maybe cover your ears because I am not moving it is only going to take a minute and maybe you'll learn something frankly I never saw the point in getting all that romance BS involved. Until Billy. But he was my friend first. My first friend actually>
I'm a mercenary, I could literally die on any contract. Getting tangled with someone when sex was right there never worked for me.
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I know it’s different for everyone. Living that mercenary life, you’re gonna have different circumstances than the average Joe on the street, and if that’s what works for you, that’s totally fair. It just doesn’t work for me. And I dunno if I put too much stock in romance, but what you and Billy have - a friendship first - is more what I’m talking about. If I’m gonna be with someone, I’d want it to mean something more than just scratching an itch.
[jason pauses, takes in a deep breath, sighs it out.]
Doesn’t really matter anyway. None of that’s likely to ever happen for me.
Now that you've told him to NO
Are you serious right now? Fuck both of you seriously. Hyne. This is stupid. You're both stupid. Learn what, that neither of you know what you're doing? Wait, I already knew that.
[He's more snappish because he doesn't want to sit in on this. Also, wow, was Seifer not his friend? Now he's annoyed and insulted way to go Nida.
Hilariously Seifer agrees with them both. But like hell is he going to admit that right now with them both there. Although the other guy sounds really down on himself. Yeah, he knows that feeling.]
Sometimes it ain't worth wastin' your energy.
[That's his excuse. It's easier than admitting he knows it'd just be a huge failure like everything else.]
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